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Overwhelmed by gloom...
Dec. 8th, 2004 08:22 pmSo I had that job interview today. Over in uptown with a group that I'd kill to work for (Partners in Pediatrics).
It's a big group, with a lot of benefits.
We talked for a while. They asked the standard questions, but there was no spark behind it. And at the end of the interview they looked at each other, told me I was the last one they were interviewing, that there had been a lot of interviews, and they'd be in touch 'one way or another' in the next few weeks.
This has me sunk in gloom.
They don't want me.
They aren't going to make an offer; I could tell from the moment I sat down at the table that they were asking questions out of politeness' sake.
I'm going to go huddle in a corner and cry; I'm overwhelmed with this fear I won't find a job, I have all this debt from school clawing at my ankles, and time is running out...
It's a big group, with a lot of benefits.
We talked for a while. They asked the standard questions, but there was no spark behind it. And at the end of the interview they looked at each other, told me I was the last one they were interviewing, that there had been a lot of interviews, and they'd be in touch 'one way or another' in the next few weeks.
This has me sunk in gloom.
They don't want me.
They aren't going to make an offer; I could tell from the moment I sat down at the table that they were asking questions out of politeness' sake.
I'm going to go huddle in a corner and cry; I'm overwhelmed with this fear I won't find a job, I have all this debt from school clawing at my ankles, and time is running out...
